A.M Fernando Notebooks - Notebook 3

Wednesday 17-1-30
Littel [Carl?] St Seven Dials
Forign's Generaly on Sunday V.V.G
But today No peopel & Poor
Trade. I was again for the
third time called a Black Bastard
& threatened with being thrown
out of the Windo. He is a very big
[btd?] & Powerfully Built man
he almost every day Piss the
Bed. & the mattress has been 
changed on my Bed. it is that 
way I got this cold. A Black
man is not safe even in bed
from the White Schum. I said [unclear]
I was again abused by a young
man in the Wash House for the 
2nd time. Once in Bed (one of the 
Staff

I was subjected to assult
& Robbery of my Good's 
opposite the London Hospital [Whitechapel Road]
by Jew's & Gentiel young
men, they Generally be
about the coffee Stall.
The Jew young man
known by name as
Rat. Abused me (Black C---)
in Wenworth St & Goulsten
corner, as I was going 
Home to my Loddgin
in Middelsex St Army.
Many Buss conducters
would not Stop & abused
me you want Ride in my
Buss. Go Back to your country
& Etc & the Passer's wer highly
amused.

Thursday 18-1-30
Stall Market at Brixton
Verry sevear Boycott by Stall
Holders & P.C.199W who
told me if he saw me away 
from where he bid me he
would Put me in. & he in
hiding watched me, & he
Saw 2 young men
passing me (fish stall) Blagarded
me & threatned me with
a very large Knife (he 
was carring a few) saying
& drawing the knife
accros his on throat
you Black Bastard that's
I will do to you all
Becaus I was Trading &
I was the only Black man.

Before the P.C. 199W
Threatned me, a Tray
Trader of the Mootcher
Type was talking to the 
P.C. 199W & women &
Stall Holder's. Market
Super wiser & many
P.C. Sergent's saw me
& they said nothing. & 
I have been refused
A Stand even on payment
& others of the white wer
allowed free.
I saw & Spoke to a Malay
Anglo Indian who wer sent
here to School. (a Boy 12)
he said gleefully they are

going to make currey
we in Malay have all
Sort's of nice things to eat
I wish I was back in 
(Kollanpotz?). This a
very misarebal & Bad
dirty peopel, and nothing
nice to eat. My father 
is a lawer. Then a 
Vixen looking old & much
age hag took him away
So I had no time to 
Explain the England's
Schum of murder & 
Plunder & Slaughter of
women & children.
The boy said the English in
Malay live well. look at them
here.

Friday 17-1-30
Bright & Warm day
Burdett Rd Stall Market.
The White Hostiel Nature
very much to the Front.
Few Jeweses Baught.
Dinner in a restaurant
Subjected to much remarks
about Indian's mode of life
& what they did to Indians
& how they treat Indians 
by ex soldger's.
2 P.C. Very conversational
(Pumping) & very Boastfull
about England & What India
would be, if it wer not
for England & about the
War.

Saturday 18-1-30
North End Rd Stall
Market Yallen Green [poss Walham Green near Fulham Broadway]
No opposition Very Dull
Fair day.
half Breed Jew's Selling
Vegetabel off Barrow's
Very Hostiel attempted
asult all becaus I 
sold some Toy's. I
Greened [grinned] & Bore all. The 
Peopel very amused.
The P.C. all of them wer
keeping a Sharp eye on
me but did not object 
to my Trading.
Coming & Going. Conducter's &
Passenger's. Insolent becaus I
am a Black.

The Irish element at
the Salvation army
mainly ex Indian (or Some
of Aseas countrys) Very 
Hostiel abusing Sayings
Not only where the[y] see
me, but in bed as well
No 274 Bed which is
at the foot of my Bed
piss his bed almost
every night especilly
on Friday & Saturday
night. he has been
changing the mattres of my
Bed And then he take a 
delight in abusing me
I have Spoken to the office
of the S. Army but the[y] only Laugh.

19-1-30 Stall Marke[t]
Nile St Hoxton.
Very Bright all day
No Opposition Fair
Trading.  East End  half a 
day. I turned out of
a Publick hous in 
Green St [(Melouse)?]
Italian refused to 
serve me Refreshment
Because I am a Black
Jew's not speaking good 
English, Roused on me
saying I was taking their
living away from them &
that I should be sent Back
to my country. Conducter
& the Rest of the Tram [unclear]

Monday 20-1-30
Stall Market at
Barker's Arms in 
Popolare St corner
Very much opposition
& selleing things under
cost price, yousing me
as a Forigner to the 
country & appealing to
Support the Empire
They wer Forigner Jews
who could not speak
plain English.
The Jew Trade Spys
wer all ways about
watching & such actions
are taken against all
But Jew's.

I allways picked up
for use empty
card Board Box
which all thrown 
away & some Jews
asked me & I told them
I use them to carry
my trading goods as
I have no place to
leave them.  since  then
card Bord Boxes has been
Broken up.  So I asked
a Jews Shop Keepers
to save me one, & I woul[d]
paye for the same.
They spoke to me as I was 
a Mange dog & Refused.

Tuesday 21-1-30
Very Fogey day.
Watney St & Wentworth St
& about. But no Trade.
In wentworth St the
Jews are banded more
than ever, the Fruit
Stall opposite Frankel?
& Levern takel (me about 
my trading & living in this
country, takel me
Frankel & Leaven Butcher
Takel [tackle] me, my trading in
this country (you shouldn't
Be allowed amongs white & Etc
An old women pointing to
me Spoke in Jewish. Hostiel.

22-1-30 [unclear]
Stall Market
Wilcox St [near Vauxhall]
Dull day Ragged
Trade, Better E.C.
Mile End.
In the Tube Very niggardly
made about the Indians
Chinese & other Asiatics
by those Work
in offices in Mincing
Lane [nr Fenchurch st] & very marked
insolent by Women &
men. There Versen  [version] is that
England suporting
the asiatics is the 
great caus[e] of England's
Poverty. and I am Well off Etc.

Thursday 23-1-30
Seaton St Stall Market
Tottenham Court Rd
I was Bard by a 
young Scotch P.C. from
Trading & Very Threatning.
Seaton St Market there
are forigner's so I do
better amongst these
market's which are
forigner's.  The P.C.  moved
me but not others.
Comming & going By the
Tram I was takin for an
Indian by the conducter
& Ticket Inspecter, & Some
Jews passengers.  The
Indians must be [unclear] than
Slaves to Stand the White.

you are dowing a
White man out of his
living you aught to
your country & sell
them not here, We got
to keep you in your
Country, & you come
here & live with
white peopel In your
country you wouldnt
be allowed to walk
on the foot path
See what we got to
put up with in
England. this is the
usual & allways backed
by ex soldier's & the
crowd is much pleased

25-1-30 Friday
S. Army. Middelsex st.
To D.D. Jones Esq
most Honerd Sir
yours of the 19-1-30
was recieved by me
at 7.P.M. on 24-1-30
which was laing in 
the office over 2 days
my name was not
shown on the List
posted outside nor
was I told of it, by
Chance I met a 
member of the staff
going up the Stairs
& he told me of it

When I claimed it
& was much surpri[sed]
& pleased when 
I saw your hand
writing.
& Reading of it gave 
me the only pleasure
I have ever known
in this land of Enemy
of Black men &
Slaughter of women
& Children, & Blood 
succers of Trusting
humanity.
But when I came 
across 16/9 it made my

Tears wild in my
Eys.
Your persistent &
Endles goodly thaughts
& deeds are more like
a Black, than a 
White man.
I am enclosing the 18/9
same back to you
& retaining you ever
over glowing goodness
as that of THE
Prince Sidtathara
of Kapalawusthova
(Budda).